Saturday, December 18, 2004

A 2003 fire victim rebuilt

This house FILLS the lot and there is a pool in the backyard!  Rebuilt to replace an existing home lost in the disastrous 2003 fires, the new home features a 2-story Great Room with a Wet Bar, a three car garage, a modern "country" Kitchen, an elevator, and a cantilever deck at the back, over the pool.  The brickwork at front is all that remains, besides the pool, of their original home.  They were one of the first rebuilds to move back in, in their neighborhood.  I also designed the home next door, for a former member of Great White (the heavy metal band) and a home directly behind and above.  This is one of my favorites, though. 

 

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Questions, but not answers...

I'm somewhat confused about spirituality...I cannot grasp how God can let so many suffer.... innocents, children, and those unable to control their circumstances...and let so many escape any apparent punishment. I know I am supposed to accept this on faith, but it bothers me intensely to hear of child abuse, or of a woman killed by an abusive spouse/lover who completely disregarded a restraining order, or some young woman who disappeared on her way home, or I could go on for hours....

We have the Scott Peterson trial going on, his parents were on the other day, pleading for the jury to not sentence him to death, and I am torn, as a parent knowing the agony such a situation would cause, and as a feeling human being, disgusted that someone could do something so vile, and think he should go on breathing air. I am not God, so it is not up to me and I have no idea what I would decide, nor am I part of the jury, so I do not have to confront such a terrible choice. The famines in Africa, in the past few years, the atrocities in Bosnia a few years back, in Somalia before that, and the horrible destitution in Bangla Desh and other places over our lifetimes brings tears to my heart, anger that the world, otherwise so beautiful, is so fraught with suffering, and confusion to my mind, that some live lives of excessive luxury, while others struggle to survive in the most meager way possible.

There are missionaries who live alongside those who suffer and then there are televangelists who fly on private jets, live in mansions, and berate their "congregations" to give more, MORE, M-O-R-E! I am unable to comprehend how those people can claim to speak for God. I have enough trouble understanding how He can forgive me my own picayune sins, much less those. Of course, He is far more magnanimous than I am, far more understanding and forgiving. So I have to leave the decisions to Him, and try not to let it bother me. It is hard. I am NOT perfect. And each time I hear/see/read of some new atrocity, I am further challenged. I remind myself it is not for me to judge, but my heart cries. I cannot even begin to imagine the oceans of tears He has shed over mankind's folly and meanness.

So, I try to be the best me I am capable of, and I try to refrain from being too "human". It's a daily ritual, requiring all my best efforts, an ongoing challenge, each day bringing tests on personal, social, national and world-wide level....called "life", in the "world", and the earnest hope of all who are not dead inside is that this is not all there is. By and large, this is a wonderful place to live, but there is a LOT of room for improvement, although it sometimes seems like an uphill struggle.

I don't have the answers to the questions I pose, I'm not even sure they are the right questions, but I believe fully in the concept of "free will", and I choose to exercise my free will in a manner I can be proud of, as best as I can. I can't do much to stop those intent on making the world a toilet, except to stand against that behavior whenever I have the opportunity, and to raise my sons to be decent, honorable men. Perhaps it's like being the little Dutch boy, with a finger in the dike, but if I don't, who will?

On the other hand, I don't identify well with those who claim to be Christian, but use it as an excuse to control others, to limit what people can do, see, read or think. I believe God is much stronger than any book, any act, any movie, any song, any THING. Those who say books "threaten" Him, do not believe in Him, in my own opinion. I don't agree with abortion, personally, but I would rather that than for the infant to end up in a dumpster, or a bathroom, or horribly abused.....or for it to be subject to a lesser life as a "crack" baby, or deformed and doomed to a life in a chair or a bed. It would not be my decision to terminate such a life, but I cannot condemn those who would...it is not up to me.

There are many things in the world I would change, given the choice, racism, sexism, game-playing whether sexual or about power, greed, blind political beliefs, religious fanaticism of any variety, etc, etc, but none of this is up to me.  I am my brother's keeper, yes, but not his parent, so I struggle to rein in my own prejudices, biases and perceptions, to keep an eye on my own path, and to try, within that strict limit, to influence others by my actions and my words, not by force or coercion. I am by no means perfect, my own flaws sometimes threaten to overwhelm my sense of self, but I keep on in the belief that He is as forgiving as I have always been told he is, and inthe hope that I can improve over time. So far, I haven't committed any sin too large to destroy that core of my belief in myself. I have no idea how others do it, sometimes I wonder.

Well, this has gone on farther than I would have thought. I feel strongly about this subject; I have a lot of questions and only a few answers. I must keep on, because the choice is to disappoint Him further. I guess that makes me a "survivor", too. I know it makes me an optimist, for who else could believe there is something worth waiting around for? LOL Part of that comes from the period we came of age in, the Summer of Love, the "hippie" era, the decade of free love, free speech, VietNam, and race riots...a time of change, of personal growth, a time like few others in history. "All you need is love" wasn't just a cute phrase for a song, it was a comment on man's age-old quandary about the separateness of self and the need for community...for overcoming the aloneness of ourselves and creating something at once bigger and more lasting. Perhaps the "evil that men do" comes from that same source: the fear of being alone, the need to defy the fear, like whistling past the graveyard. I do not know...as I said, I do not understand how anyone can murder, rape, torture, sell dangerous drugs, condemn, or committ any of the many anti-human, inhuman acts committed in staggering numbers each and every day, with casual disregard for the rights of others.

That's my story, I'm sticking to it.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

A new restaurant, Ferragamo's, and lease spaces, to be built in 2005.

Friday, December 10, 2004

coup des etats unis

We have a group in control of most of the government that believes they were "swept" into office (by the SMALLEST majority since Herbert Hoover and we all KNOW what a truly dismal President he was).  It's so funny, Reagan campaigned in 1980 on a "fically responsible" theme, calling Jimmy Carter's budget deficit  ($43 billion) "criminal" and "obscene".  He never saw one even as low as THREE times that amount.  Apologists have explained that he was saddled with a Democratic-controlled Congress--yeah, for the first 2 years, after that the Republicans either had parity or a majority, yet the budget deficits ballooned.  Bush the first (ridiculed by the same Reagan for his "voodoo economics"), followed the same pattern.  In Reagan's first term, the Federal Deficit for that term alone exceeded the deficits run up by ALL previous presidents, more than a trillion.  He repeated this feat in his second term, actually racking up even more.  Then Bush I added another trillion, and after 12 years in office, the Republicans left us over $4 TRILLION in debt. 

Along comes the much-maligned, mostly unfairly, Clinton, and GUESS WHAT?....he got government spending under control, and he even ended his term WITH THE GOVERNMENTS BUDGET IN THE BLACK!!!!!  Imagine that, and with all those "good" Republicans screaming for his head, too boot.  Could you function, make good decisions, keep on course, if EVERY DAY dozens of people were loudly accusing you of misdeeds, many  of which were blatantly untrue, if not outright lies?  I sincerely doubt it! 

Then, wow!, we get Bush II, in an election right out of 1984, complete with spurious intervention by the Supreme Court and a complete disregard of American Ideals, not to mention "fair play", and suddenly the Republicans, who have long denounced the Electoral College and called for it's abolition, were in the hypocritical position of having to not only endorse but enthusiastically support it.  What did we get from our newly "elected" president?  A lot of vacation time, for him, and not much else, for the first nine months. 

Maybe that is why, when his aide came in to tell him of the first plane slamming into the WTC, he just sat there, used as he was to inaction, and continued to SIT there, even after the SECOND plane hit, for seven full minutes.  Now, perhaps it is too much to expect of anyone that they would instantly galvanize into inspired and approriate action, but c'mon now, SEVEN MINUTES?  Then, does he fly to some place of command, to begin assessing the damage and marshalling the forces in order to formulate a response?  Nooooo, he flies around the country, not surfacing until evening, not going on TV to speak as the Commander -In-Chief, to rally American Spirit and morale (Yes, I know he is the MOST inarticulate American President of all time).  It is frankly hard to imagine Kennedy, or Roosevelt (a cripple! after all), or even Nixon, or, shudder, Reagan, being so craven.  Those were the actions of a draft-dodger rather than a hero, and do not deserve merit.  To make matters worse, he invades Iraq, a 4th-rate backwater nothing of a country that Reagan and Bush I gave tons of arms to, even though there WERE NO IRAQIS among the terrorists of 9/11.  Even though there WERE NO ties to al-Kaeda.  Even though there WERE NO WMDs, nor any other rational reason to expend 1,300 (and counting) young lives. 

All that AND the attacks on personal liberties that boggle the mind.  Now, in the second term, we get as nominee for Attorney General the guy who opined  that the US did not have to abide by the Geneva Convention, a decision met with astonished dismay by most veterans.  The shining light of America's conduct in world affairs has always been to set the Gold Standard for behavior in the treatment of those who oppose us.  Ashcroft was bad enough, another hypocrite to "traditional" Republican values, those of the Federal Government NOT interfering in the rights of states self-determination.  Of course, these people really are NOT Republicans.  They are most likely the "Boys From Brazil", come to real life, descendents af the escaped Nazis....after all, many of the provisions of the so-called (means "mis-named") Patriot Act verge on outright totalitarianism.  Lincoln, MacKinley, Coolidge, Eisenhower, the other stellar lights of the traditional Republican Party are doubtlessly spinning in their graves.

Meantime, Bush II's deficit is outstripping BOTH his daddy's and Reagan’s....his only accomplishment.  You, me and all the rest of America get LESS for our money, so that $300 tax refund is worth even less with each passing day.  Someday the bill willcome due, and you know what the response will be from those who most  benefited, they'll do what they've always done, pass the buck.

Wednesday, December 8, 2004

the Wind

Some curse the wind; some bless it. Some stand idly by watching kites dance upon it. Some wonder where it came from and some wonder where it will go. The wind racing across the wave tops is a piccolo solo trilling across a string passage: a rissant chuckle in the midst of serious drama. There are those who say life on Earth would be impossible without the wind. Then there are those who say life on Earth would be perfect without the wind…what do they know!

Saturday, December 4, 2004

A VietNam Veteran's Response

David Gelernter, in an OpEd piece in the LA Times, Nov 9, 2003, wrote of the "haunting" of Americans by VietNam, using spurious and invalid arguments to bolster his case with regard to U.S. involvement in both VietNam and Iraq. Although the two are not anomalous, the events that led to American involvement in each bear more than passing similarity which I believe is at the heart of the disquiet felt by an increasing number of Americans. This similarity is in the deceit and tangled motives evidenced by the perpetrators of U.S. entry into the Viet Nam internal politics in the waning years of the Eisenhower administration and the equally twisted machinations of the Bush administration as it sought ratification of its desire to intervene militarily in Iraq.

Gelernter referred to a "noisy, self-important narcissistic minority" that "talked" the U.S. (government, I might add as an aside, as there was never any popular support) into "betraying our allies"; so many mis-truths, half-truths and outright lies in one sentence! "We betrayed our allies and hurried home" he writes. He notes the war was nearly over when he graduated from high school. Lucky him! By that time, the draft had devolved from an insistent and ever-present requirement of young adulthood, to the lottery and finally to an all-but-abandoned practice before being completely discontinued, so he had no certain fears of being forced to “visit” (a no-frills tour with Grade Z accommodations, courtesy of his kindly Uncle Sam) that horrid little country in Southeast Asia where death walked in seven-league boots by day and on cat's paws all night long, as had countless teens in the preceding decade. How easy it is to discount the terrors of those tossed upon the cruel sea, when you are safely ashore!

The anti-war movement grew from a few voices lost in the lip-service (only) patriotic roar (following the so-called Gulf of Tonkin Incident, truly the 1st “Wag the Dog“ -type staged media event callously designed to sway public opinion), to a groundswell of clamor that rose from citizens of all ages, color and background. The history of US involvement in the VietNam conflict was written large in the blood of young men, punctuated by blundering, highlighted by a myopic lack of direction and outright stupidity. The voices of protest included a great many who had been there, including myself and quite literally dozens of my friends who had also survived the nightmare, as well as many thoughtful, and older, members of our society. As a group, we were outraged by the bloody, pointless mess and by the disregard our "leaders" displayed for the loss of young lives.

American involvement in the turmoil in Viet Nam rose phoenix-like from the death throes of the eighty year colonial rule by France. The colonial period of all western nations is a shameful recital of crimes against humanity and the French epitomized the worst of that excess during their occupation of Viet Nam. No sooner had the French been evicted, after a gloriously heroic (by the doomed Foreign Legionnaires) but no less humiliating defeat at Dien Bien Phu, and free elections held, than the U.S. and the putative U.N. stepped in to declare the elections void, dividing the country in two, along what came to be known as the DMZ. John Fosters Dulles, Secretary of State (eminence grise ala Cardinal Richelieu) in the Eisenhower administration, after signing the "Geneva Accord", in which we promised, along with the Russians, to not enter into any more mutual non-aggression treaties (such as NATO), immediately flew to Jakarta, Indonesia to sign the South East Asia Treaty Organization (SEATO). SEATO was the mechanism by which America was bootstrapped into a conflict in which the US had no national defense interests. We installed and supported a series of ever more unpopular puppet regimes, including one we (the CIA, under the direction of Allen Dulles, brother of you-know-who) "deposed" (read "killed in exceedingly bloody fashion"). As an 18 year old buck sergeant, I arrived "in-country" in January, 1968, nearly a month prior to "TET" (the one everyone talks about, with good reason); there were two (2) regimes that year alone, including the one headed by Ky, a vastly and deservedly hated piece of human you-know-what.

These regimes, poseurs of the worst sort, were not allies by any stretch of imagination, nor were we conducting a "war" as understood by any except the most deluded. The last thing any U.S. unit wanted was to be supported by "ARVN" troops. These troops were mostly boys rounded up in hamlets andvillages and impressed into unwilling, unreliable, and unprofessional military service. A friend of mine, sent to RVN in 1962 as an "advisor", was on patrol with an ARVN unit, when they were ambushed. Struck by six (6) machine gun bullets, one missing his groin by an inch, the ARVN's melted into the bush leaving him for dead and/or the VC. When the VC turned him over he was unresponsive; taking the wounds for fatal, "charlie" left him without administering a coup de grace. Later, the Green Berets came in to retrieve the bodies; taking him for dead they were rolling him over into a body bag, when he groaned. He was immediately "evac"ed to a hospital, saving his life. The Republic of VietNam fell not because we "betrayed our allies and hurried home", but because unlike the 58,000+ brave young men who gave the "last full measure" dying in a land far from their own, the VietNamese had almost no investment in the survival of a government despised and almost universally reviled. There were not more North VietNamese than South; the NVA represented the will of the people while the ARVN represented the will of those in power. All assets went to maintain the comfort of those at the top of the pyramid; US aid hardly reached the common folk, absorbed incrementally by those in power as a "droit de seigneur". The military and governmental hierarchy displayed daily their contempt for the people they were supposed to be representing and/ or protecting. The North VietNamese were no choirboys, by any means, often brutalizing rural villagers, but, then, they were supposed to be the bad guys!

Mr. Gelernter, your lack of understanding is compounded by your complete disregard for the sad and criminal actions by the military you laud. Watch the movie "Hamburger Hill" if you'd like some insight into the abject stupidity of military planning in Viet Nam. This fictionalized version stops short of the true story: it was actually much worse, as difficult as that may be to understand. The 101st Airborne took the same hill six (6) different times in a two month period, losing so many men in a meaningless exercise of "denial of territory," this storied and unquestionably brave unit was moved to the brink of mutiny. Repeatedly, the U.S. military put men in untenable positions and often failed to provide even the most basic support. Sit through "We Were Soldiers" for insight, read the book fora deeper grasp. Creighton Abrams, my CO for most of my tour, would hop into a helicopter he kept stationed 100 yards from his "hooch", on call 24 hours a day, and fly to 10,000 feet each time we were attacked with mortars and/or rockets. He was "directing the battle," as he put it, but that didn't seem to be the case to me, sitting as I was in the Division ‘comm’ center and listening to the sounds of battle, not to mention the sounds of explosions creeping ever closer.

You sir, are no historian, to paraphrase Lloyd Bentsen, merely an apologist without portfolio for an administration populated by former members of the Nixon, Reagan, and Bush "the First" administrations. Rumsfeld himself goes back all that way, and before, being, as he was, a congressional representative who may well have endorsed the early expenditures of men and materiel in Viet Nam. There's a line in the Simon & Garfunkel song, "7 O'Clock News/Silent Night" that says "former Vice-President Richard Nixon says Americans should plan on 5 more years of war in Southeast Asia." This song is on the album "Parsley Sage Rosemary and Thyme", released October 10, 1966. The war lasted 5 years after Nixon was elected president, two (2) years after the release of the song! His statement, as recorded in the song, ends, "opposition to the war is the single greatest threat"...This when the anti war movement numbered perhaps in the thousands. Six years later opposition to the war numbered in the hundreds of thousands (visibly) and, of those, only those just recently graduated from high school were self-important narcissists; the rest of us were clear-thinking adults, many of us veterans of a season in hell, all sick of self-aggrandizing, flag-waving psuedo-patriots.

A true patriot once said we are not obligated to obey a bad law, instead we are obligated to change the law. So said Thomas Jefferson, and it applies to "policy" as well. The government is obliged to obey the will of the people; only in an Orwellian world is the government above reproach by its citizenry. We danced entirely too near that particular abyss during the VietNam era and more than anything, THAT haunts Americans to this day. You would do well to read Jefferson, or Tom Paine, or Ben Franklin for a real patriot's take on the rights and responsibilities of citizens, than to disparage those who were willing to confront the entrenched powers-that-were who ruled America during the VietNam Era. The FBI investigated, draft boards were instructed to call up suspected resisters, a full court press media campaign was initiated to convince mainstream America that "communists" were behind the unrest. In the end it back-fired: ordinary Americans ridiculed the outrageous "body-count" figures, turning off the evening news and stepping out into the streets. We did not "hurry" out of Viet Nam, we crawled. The country "collapsed" behind us, because the military dictatorship that the VietNamese government had morphed into could not force its citizens into any further sacrifice. Many of those who raced out during and after the fall of the South were those who had stolen the most, or had committed heinous crimes against their fellow citizens, like the bright fellow who had his picture taken by a Life photographer cold-bloodedly murdering a "suspected Viet Cong". This image and the equally revolting photo of a small child running, screaming, aflame with napalm, spoke volumes as to the validity of the Republic of South VietNam. You, sir, are no American if you countenance atrocities such as these as "necessary", "regrettable", or " a misfortune of war". Volunteer to step into the shoes of those unfortunates, if you believe that claptrap, let us see what a MAN you really are! Betcha won't!

The misconduct in the treatment of prisoners at Abu Ghreib is a comparable but unflattering comment on US Military conduct, equal only to the venality of My Lai and the attendant attempted cover-up by the same military. The lessons learned obviously weren’t the ones we wanted ingrained in our military leadership! America does not start wars, we end them. American soldiers do not support tyranny, nor do they indulge in inhumane acts; the US military, prior to VietNam, enjoyed an enviable degree of respect for professionalism, courage and commitment to the highest ideals. Remember how much flack there was over Patton slapping a soldier for supposed “cowardice” or “battle-shock”. To countenance either My Lai OR Abu Ghreib is disreputable, inhuman and disgusting: in a word, UNAMERICAN!

We resisted the urge to support "regime change" in Iran during the waning days of the Shah's horrific rule; we ignored the need for "regime change"during the staggeringly inhumane rule of Idi Amin, as well as in Rwanda and today in Sierra Leone; Clinton was vilified for military incursions into Somalia for humanitarian aid and, after much delay, in Bosnia, where human monsters strutted the earth, modern-day Nazis acting like schoolyard bullies, daring us to cross a line. Do not wave the flag at us today and claim we need to stand by our "allies in Iraq." Our government supported Saddam Hussein when he used inhumane weapons on his OWN people, because he was our enemy's enemy. Rumsfeld has been photographed shaking hands with the man, after completing an arms delivery! We've been lied to about the provenance used to begin this military adventure, now we are being lied to about the lies.

You, Mr. Gelernter, are an educator in computer science, it says in the bio-tag with your article! You are obviously NOT a historian nor a logician, for there are glaring lapses in your recital of facts and you illogically connect the consequences of these events. The course of the Viet Nam War was less influenced by the anti-war movement than by the arrogance of the U.S. military, blinded as it was by the onset of technology and a mythic belief in its invincibility, coupled with the bankrupt policy of counteracting the "Domino Theory" from occurring in South East Asia. Perhaps that was the telling point of Eisenhower's farewell address when he decried the "threat of the military-industrial complex". That the monster again rears its ugly head, Hydra-like, should surprise no one. I suggest you keep to computer science and leave the social, logical, and historical sciences to those better qualified. You are entitled to your opinions; however, they are woefully uninformed and sadly bereft of logical construction. I suggest a season in a foxhole, bathing weekly at best, eating out boxes and cringing at otherwise innocent sounds. It wouls not bw long before you sounded like many who’ve been there, done that!

The Viet Nam debacle was an indefensible series of missteps, mistakes and misadventures set against the backdrop of a nightmare: the Keystone Kops meet Freddy Kreuger, in living (and dying) color, broadcast on the evening news. The military used horrific weapons with little regard for the consequences to innocent bystanders; politicians made promises paid forwith the lives of boys too young to vote; each glad-handed the other on their vigilant patriotism and their searing perspicacity. As the adventure leached out, we were left with desperate battles whose sole value was to retain a semblance of former glory, to stave off the damning hubris of defeat. Nixon's incursion into Cambodia, shrouded in secrecy, lied about before, during, and long after, was a cold-blooded waste of lives and probably the straw that broke the camel's (public's) back. After that, with each passing day fewer and fewer believed the propaganda issued by U.S. military sources.

Donald Rumsfeld was an under-secretary of Defense during the Nixon administration, in the waning days of the Viet Nam Conflict. Isn't it significant that he is hip-deep-and-sinking in this? His record of military service is as non-existent as that of the Chief Aviator. Do you really trust these people? Remember, P.T. Barnum once said, "No one ever went broke underestimating the intelligence of the American public." Are you among those he spoke of, Mr. Gelernter? Unable or unwilling to ask hard questions or think beyond single-themed, flag-waving pronouncements, no matter how improbable? Or are you one of the initiates, intent upon perpetuating the fraud, the shill whose responsibility it is to convince the mark the game is on the up and up? Or worse, are you one of those desperate types who've bought into the scam, unable to admit your unhipness, unwilling to confess that you cannot see the thread visible only to the truly discerning? Hey Mr. Gelernter, the emperor is naked!

the Press

The press has done a particularly sad job of late, asking neither hard questions, nor particularly pertinent ones. Questions such as, "Why were you, Mr President, sitting on your a** for so long after being informed of the planes crashing into the WTC?". Or, "Why did you run for cover all day?" Or, "If you are so conservative, why has the Federal budget deficit ballooned to nearly $500 billion, when you have a majority in Congress and cannot blame it on the Democrats?" Or, "Why is this administration so disastrously incompetent in creating jobs AND so blithely undisturbed by that shortcoming?" Or, perhaps, "What happened to the goal of bringing Osama bin Laden to justice?", just to start the ball rolling.

Sixty-five years after the fact, FDR's address to Congress, "Yesterday, December 7th, a date which will live in infamy..." still resonates, yet nothing this President has said rises above "you don't change horses in the middle of a stream", or "what kind of message are you sending to our troops, when you say 'wrong war, wrong time, wrong place'". To say that the current infestation in the White House is the least articulate bunch of all time is to put too polite a face on it. No message, no plan other than to further enrich those already too rich, no vision....no questions from the complaisant press who are too consumed with fear of ostracizement to ask hard questions, EVERY OPPORTUNITY they get! They can run, but inevitably, THEY CANNOT HIDE from a determined press. Nixon tried, using all the considerable power and influence of his position, but to no avail. Where are the Woodward (talk-show wanna-be) and Bernsteins (retired?) of the current crop of so-called journalists? Plagiarizing or inventing-out-of-whole-cloth stories of little or no consequence or import?

What do the esteemed members of the Press do while this travesty devolves? Fiddle while Rome burns...write their memoirs....issue declaratives on the failures of the challenger...knuckle under to the corporations who write their paychecks, in order to protect their retirement?

When the Raucous Right landed on Rather for the so-called forgeries and tarred and feathered him for supposed failure to verify their authenticity, WHY DIDN'T ANY MEMBER OF THE PRESS ASK," OK, so where are the originals and WHY haven't they been produced after all this time?" When the SwiftBoat Veterans put on their dog-and-pony show for the PRESS, why didn't anyone ask "Were you there?" and follow up on it to see had they actually been there? When Bob Dole (Famous Disabled Vet) impugned Kerry's award of his Purple Hearts, why wasn't their ANY discussion of how this impugned ALL vets. Not only was this shameful episode blared on the news media, but the disputation of this by the Navy Department was buried in the back pages. It isn't that the truth is a victim of the current administration, but that it is merely a commodity to be traded, with its intrinsic value determined by expediency and/or potential damage. Why didn't anyone in the Press LOUDLY ask what was different in this attack from previous attacks directed at Max Cleland and John McCain?

This election campaign has been marked by such a serious deficiency on the part of the press as to be criminal. Why is there no investigation of Halliburton, for overcharges, not ONCE but TWICE (that we know of). Why was Tennant allowed to fall on his sword so successfully as to preclude further questions as to the elusive WMD? Why has the search for Osama been all but abandoned? Why was Halliburton, with blatant ties to the White House and Cheney, given a NO-BID contract in Iran? Why aren't there questions about the price of GAS, when the President was so famously in the "oil-bidness"? And, WHY isn't there any effort to move in the direction of a new way to propel American vehicles and Industry that is not oil-based? Could the answer to that be the fact the president (and his cronies and backers) are so famously "oil bidness"?

No discussion in the Press of conflicts of interest, whether in the overcharges or the direction of research, lead one to believe the days of Murrow, Conkrite, and even Rather, are long gone, probably never to return, to be replaced by Fox News ("Fair and Balanced", even if they are neither) and Bill O'Reilly, who this week launched a leave-no-ground-unscorched counter-attack against his accuser, accusing her of unbelievable demands, while NEVER ONCE denying he had done what she said he had! The reporting on that issue was remarkably quiet about that last factoid...perhaps because of fear of FOX, or fear of O'Reilly saying, "Shut up!" and then vilifying the impertinent questioner for unverifiable transgressions in his/her past, via the inanswerable "Have you quit beating your wife" gambit, perhaps. This is what journalism in the 21st Century has devolved to, ambush your opponent with charges that should be laughable (if not disgusting), then when the media feeding frenzy encircles your victim, stake out the high ground, safe in the knowledge that no one in the Press will poke their head out to question "where, what, why, who, how?" and point a finger at you!

The real-politik of Communism (history is what WE say it is) have come to full flower, its birth in the Muskie Letter, its adolescence in the Iran-Contra scandal, its journey to maturity the Starr Investigation (spending $40 million tax dollars to prove the President got a BJ is NOT what we taxpayers sent ANYONE to Congress to do...not to mention the hypocracy of the Republican hierarchy, of whom the Press asked NOT ONE hard question). Now, here in the opening days of the 21st Century, we are held hostage by those who have neither our best interests at heart nor any concern for the future that does not benefit them personally. Those vaunted guardians of Free Speech, the Press, have been criminally silent, allowing themselves to be isolated and controlled, by the exclusion of a few, the control of information dispersal under the rubric of "national security" or the pursuit of fame and fortune by those immoral or amoral enough to DO ANYTHING!

The dumbing-down of America is part of the problem, the villains in the process both those in power and those charged with overseeing the activities of those in powerful positions. Writers spew out chapter and verse of canned opinions given them by corporate and/or campaign headquarters, all the better to get their faces in public focus, while dirty deeds are swept under the carpet with a wink and smile. The current state of affairs cannot, indeed HAS NOT, last for long....can you spell Palace Revolution?

Friday, December 3, 2004

a thought

SOME “GREAT IDEAS” AIN’T

Were YOU there?

H E L L O, REALITY CALLING......What it all comes down to is simple: anyone who went to ‘Nam is more of a man than anyone who went into the Air National Guard to avoid going, whether the person in question actually showed up for duty or not, yuhknowwhudImean? I'M SORRY, WHAT DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND ABOUT IT?

All who served time in Rotten VietNam (RVN to those whose misfortune led them to an intersection with the BackSide of Hell) deserve respect if for no other reason: We were there! We humped the Arizona, ratted the tunnels of Cu Chi, kept Hiway 1 open, patrolled the coasts and rivers, flew the skies, mopped the blood, counted the days, did our part. Sometimes a whole lot more than our part for some of us, gone these 35 or more years. Ghosts of memories of lives cut short, by the tens of 1000's, shimmer in the mind, as alive as ever, frozen in the moment....but only in the minds of we who were there!

The inherent hypocrisy in all this is that the debate is over whether Kerry was a "hero", instead of  "WAS HE THERE”, doing his duty and making the best of a bad situation in the time -vaunted American Way. Do we expect "HEROism" from our Candidate, IF HE WAS THERE, but FAR less of a standard from the Candidate WHO DUCKED OUT of Uncle Sam's kind offer of an All-Expenses-Paid EXTENDED TOUR of SouthEast Asia? Both Bush and Cheney opted not to participate in the “trial-by-fire” VietNam Experience, making them no different than Clinton or the many others who chose college deferments or Canada instead of two years in green. Hmmmm, and the envelope please? The winner is......NOT the American People if we can't decry this INDIGNITY for what it is! ANY....that means "any-and-all",....ANYONE who served INside the confines of VietNam, during the period otherwise know as the VietNam Conflict, deserves all respect displayed to the colors at any (and all) times: it is the contract we make with our soldiers, sailors, airmen, marines, individually and together. Honorable service is the standard, service under fire in combatconditions ALWAYS trumps playing air polo with the A.N.G. The VietNam VETERANS have already been demeaned sufficiently, first during the period of the war, then in the years after. NOW we have someone come along and HE’s been there! The FIRST (perhaps the only) VietNam VETERANpresident of the UNITED States of America, what a concept! And your guy is….? A Draft Dodging Air-Guarder! Are you serious? And this guy is supposed to project a firmer, more aggressively defensive America in a world beset by conflict? Tell you what, I’ll take a guy who walked the path in ‘Nam, on point, every time, to the “JODY” back home. Call me crazy, but being in close contact with bullets flying freely with totaldisregard for your personal safety gives you a far better perspective on WAR than ANY amount of Monday Morning Quarterbacking.

As a VietNam VETERAN, a survivor of the very worst year, a year in which more young men died not only in the course of that year, but also more than in all previous years COMBINED , as a survivor of that time and that year in Hell-on Earth, I am insulted and affronted by the attacks on John Kerry. This is a furtherance of the disrespect accorded VietNam VETERANS during and after their service. Spending time in the fungus-ridden sweatbox that was the Republic of VietNam meant eating three meals a day out of boxes for days and weeks on end, drinking water reeking of quinine, remembering to take your daily and weekly Malaria pills while watching your skin turn yellow, and jumping at stray sounds. It meant watching civilians suspiciously and carefully, watching your buddies back and keeping a cool head under fire. Not everyone did it well; many, too many, did not do it successfully at all. The Military Command did little to help: their focus was on aggrandizement and promotion. A large part of that was in dispensing medals…to say that Kerry did not “earn” his is to pull a curtain behind which cower far too many “professional” Military officers and non-coms. Bronze Stars were routinely given out to E-7 and above NCO’s and Lieutenants thru Majors; Lt Colonels and above received Silver Stars. Buck Sergeants, Staff Sgts and the odd Spec 4 got ArComs (Army Commendation Medals); Purple Hearts were given out like candy…too many got them for falling while running to a bunker. This is not meant as a blanket condemnation of all who received medals; the vast majority earned theirs the hard way. The sad fact was the Pentagon shipped numbers of Officers over to get a little “blooding”, pick up a medal or two and then back Stateside to make room for the next group, so they could have a combat tour on their record. I have seen men wearing CIB’s, with wreaths, no less,that never saw combat closer than a bunker on a Base Camp perimeter line. The Combat Infantryman’s Badge is supposed to be a mark of combat experience, UNDER FIRE.

For someone who couldn’t be bothered with wearing his uniform on a regular basis, when he had the opportunity, Bush certainly likes to parade in it now! His behavior demeans the deaths of those gallant aviators whose remains still lie scattered on hillsides in the Peoples Republic of VietNam. He had the chance to suit words to action, but fell short. John Kerry could have taken the same easy way out, yet chose to go and serve. If for no other reason, he deserves respect, and the others do not.